Christmas

Heyy everyone! Yeah... I know... I haven't posted in a while. I was pretty busy during winter break ^_^; but some of it was my fault. Anyway... I'm back now! I didn't die!
My Christmas was pretty interesting... Not, like, completely odd or different, but the presents were pretty cool! I got the entire Miku Vocaloid CD and a guitar. I also got the entire Percy Jackson series, since I had only read 1 and 2, so I'm pretty happy about all of that. My girlfriend even got me a bracelet ^w^ it has butterflies on it <3 I gave her a fox tail to wear on her belt loop so it looks like she has a tail x3 Other than the fact that my brother threw up first thing in the morning on Christmas, it was really fun... and I ate so much food.
New Years was pretty fun too. I spent the night at my friend Emilee's house and we played the game Just Dance, which turned out to be a lot more fun than I thought it would. We played that for about two hours and then just kind of hung out and watched Lost in Space. I even found the Sailor Moon bracelet I lost awhile back. Sooo yeah, it was a bunch of fun!
Yesterday I went to the mall with Emilee and her boyfriend, Hunter. It was cool since Hunter and I are pretty good friends too. I ate food and was pretty happy ^w^ soo yup!!
Onto another subject. I'm having an artist block and a writers block... and I'm not really feel motivated to write or draw. Any ideas? Any ways to motivate myself? I've had this artist/writers block for a while x3 so yeah... I need some help with this... anyway... If you don't know what Vocaloid is.. look it up on Google and read up on it for awhile... then go on youtube and watch some videos. IT"S SUPER COOL!!
Byeee! <3
Be a Hero
~mysterygirl

Here are some words from a Vocaloid song.. called Prisoner. The character that sings this is named Kagamine Len ^w^ he is so cute... but the song meaning is sad... it is about the Holocaust... T^T watching it makes me cry

A time ago in a sorrowful place
The lonely prisoner fell for a girl
Through the barrier he could see her
And his heat would beat, heart would beat
For her~~

All my freedom has been taken away
Locked away while fearing the pain
All I can see when I look at you, is the
Big difference, big difference

I took a chance and wrote a letter
Folding it into a paper plane
Simply hoping that it flies through the air, and it
Reaches you, reaches you

Ah, if only I could get away~
From this cold and dark filled place.
Its all, a lie.
I feel it inside

Every time I see you all of my worries disappear
I believe all the good things out there could just be true
Please come near, I just want to have a decent talk with you
Maybe then you could see how much this distance hurts my heart

Im watching you from here, hoping you will turn
Happiness that leaves, its waiting for tomorrow

Days and months eventually pass, the dark begins to fade
The paper planes you sent me then, were my
Everything, everything

Though one day you came to me, more distant then you usually are
Telling me you were going away and it was
Goodbye, goodbye.

Oh, living with this agony, pain that burst out from inside
These tears, wont stop
Ive never cried so much

Every time I see you I just cant help but to smile
Despite any sort of fate the future has in store for me
All those days that passed and I still do not even have your name
I cant help but to imagine a bright future where you are

I cant call out to you, I cant follow you
I cant get out of here, I cant do anything now!

Finally, it seems my turn has come
After all this time I spent with you
Has left me with no regrets at all
But then my mind begins to scream
It says I want to live some more
I'm no longer full of those confused feelings
My heart knows what I want from this world
I wanna see you, wanna see you
Once more, once more

If we could, I wish wed go back to the time we once shared
Those days, I remember them like a sudden flash of light
Emotions spread out and written into so many words
Was the only thing that kept me going through the darkest times.

Far away, I imagine a patch of dirty weeds
Where a flower bloomed so beautifully standing out from all
Even though you and I lived in two different worlds
I still tried to take a chance and reach out to you

I can feel my heart beat change as the last moment draws near
Cant you just let me talk to her one last final time?
This chamber filled with darkness is where my life will end
My screams echo loudly yet no one else can hear

There's hurting in my chest, I can hardly breathe
I just want to know, one simple little thing

Just your name